4th day vs 4th month

4th day vs 4th month

School reopens and today is the 4th day of school. And coincidentally it's the 4th month you're not by my side. Even though I was busy adapting myself with the whole new timetable and also all those subjects that im so new with, I couldnt help but thought of you. Kept persuading myself to accept the truth  but even till today, I CAN'T. I really miss you, miss you so badly. However i do wonder sometimes that will you miss me too. o.O